Monday, May 31, 2010

Who is Nya?

I have been so excited about Linger right now, and can't help but let the story flow out onto the page. It wasn't my top priority at first, but I think I've really taken a liking to writing such tragic sadness.

One question I've been getting about Chapter 5: Beneath is "who is Nya?" Readers seem to know her from somewhere, and if you've read More or The Secret, that comes as no surprise. In More, she is the one who Bella meets as soon as she's swept away by Ma'at (leader of the Ravnos). Nya is Ma'at's true love and was once the servant girl of Apep (Aro). In The Secret, she made a mini-appearance as the aunt of Angela and mother of Jen (Jen is another character based off an actual reader/reviewer).

Is Nya based off of a real person? Actually, yes. Her name comes from a good friend of mine who I met through writing fanfic. You might know her as the lovely and very kind luv4jake. Her author page is always fun to look at. She has a list of recommended stories for each month, and she has excellent taste. She is an avid reader of fanfic and in my opinion, she should be a writer. I wonder if I should start a petition to get her to write? (Who knows? That might work?) Anyway, I wanted to take a moment to let you all know that the nature of this wonderful and wise character is based off of the character of the real person, though the magical elements are obviously fictional. However, the real gal makes for a wonderful muse!

Why bother writing Linger when it has such a sorrowful foundation? That is a question I asked myself when I first started. I so much enjoy bits of humor here and there, and in this story I've been very careful to have none at all. Anything that accidentally slips through gets deleted immediately (not even saved for another work that might come along later). The reason I found for writing this story anyway is that I want to explore Edward's psychological territory as he goes through the grieving process. He is afraid of eternal separation from the only woman he's ever loved in all of his hundred-plus years; he is plagued with guilt that flows from her death; and he hopes that there might be a way that he can carry her consciousness with him. So, can he really have her back? This question will be answered as more of the story comes out, but it would be a definite no where it not for the more mysterious and esoteric elements that only Nya can bring to light.

Nya is like the Dumbledore or Merlin of the story. She has wisdom and secret knowledge an it's exciting because it feels as if anything can be possible with a character like that!

Saturday, May 29, 2010

"Linger" and Grieving


Initially, the reason that I wrote Linger was because I wanted to explore the deep psychological, spiritual and emotional pain that would be experienced by Edward when he realizes that he's just done the douchiest thing he can possibly be capable of. I hated that he left Bella in New Moon and I decided it was time for some payback, lol. However, as I thumbed over the idea for a few weeks, I decided that I still wanted them to find a way to be together. I don't think I could ever write a Bella/Edward story where they didn't end up happily ever after, and so they will in this story too.

In chapters 1 and 3 there is mention of a gypsy woman who tells fortunes. She is the catalyst behind what will bring them together once again. I don't want to give too much away, but I'm working on chapters 4 and 5 today and hope to have them posted soon. I don't know how long the story will be and have yet to hammer out some of the critical events in the middle, but I know how it will end, and two points is enough to determine a line, so I went ahead and started posting the story blindly, lol. But you know, even when I have a neat little detailed outline, things still get twisted all around; I just can't help myself, you know?

Anyway, just be assured that this story is a love story and in the end, that's all it's ever really about.

Stephanie

"Legerdemain" and the "Magic" of Storytelling


Each time I sit to write a new story, I develop a concept chart and look over it. I always want to make sure - before I invest time into starting a project - that what I want to say is worth being said. The concepts for Legerdemain can be summed up as follows:

1. Brook and Catie are going to learn how to master their powers, but in order to do that, they are going to have to be exposed to the evils of the world. In this instance, the only way for someone to be able to use their powers is if they understand whether they are using them for good or for evil, and how can one know the difference between the light and darkness if they are not faced with some sort of dire conflict? I say 'dire' because a story wouldn't be worth telling if the conflict were not something major and worth a reader investing her or his time and energy into. If you've read my other works then you know very well that I'm all about Choice & Accountability after given knowledge with which to be tested over in life.

2. Jen wants to live forever. It is something she hasn't brought up with Jake yet, but she will soon. After all, we are only on Ch. 3 so far, but it's been mentioned that she's set to go into labor in about a month. There's a big surprise in the plot waiting to happen (and I don't want to give too much of it away yet, so I won't, but just know it will be something big).

3. There is going to be a lot discussed about the philosophy of Liberty and War. What are the responsibilities of good/righteous leaders and what constitutes the need for war? This is something Carlisle and the Twelve Princes will be debating often. Don't get the wrong idea though; Carlisle does believe in war so long as the enemies are the only ones being targeted. Soon I will post from Edward's POV what Carlisle told him the day after Christmas five and a half years earlier when he showed Carlisle Tanya's lock of hair and confessed what he had done. Carlisle will have a pleasantly refreshing reaction. I can't wait to hear what you all think of it. On this same token, I would like to share a quote: "There have been many 'great' men that have flattered the people who never loved them" (Shakespeare). Leadership ought to be about loving and serving the masses, and not about oppressing them and making ignorant laborers out of them. Enlighten the people and they will cure you. Capture the people and die with them. That's how it goes.

4. Socrates once said, "From the deepest desires often come the strongest hate." When applied to Tanya in this series, this is absolutely true. Remember back in Forthright when she told Edward that she loved him? She honestly believed that she did. She is playing the part of the spurned lover, and they tend to act carelessly and with lack of regard where others' rights are concerned. She will do anything within her power to torture and destroy Edward and Bella's little girls because they represent the union that Bella "stole" from her. Remember, that is what Tanya said the day that Edward and Bella got married- that Bella "stole" him from her.

5. Tanya is just a drop in the water in this third installment. Why would the three nomads bother to bring her back? In a nutshell, she is merely a distraction. They are up to something much more sinister and Tanya's role is to keep them looking to the right while they're preparing Murder on the left, so to speak. She is not the main villain in this story, and in fact, I think the family will be surprised when they realize what is really after them!!

6. Vampires came from men. Men are not more than men can be. The fact is this: human nature touches all who are or ever were humans. How do you combat humans who are inhabited by something evil? How do you break them down and get them to see light in the world? How do you bring out their humanity? Think about that and then answer the question: How do you combat vampires who are inhabited by something evil? How do you break them down and get them to see light in the world? How do you bring out their humanity? The answers for humans and the answer for vampires should be the same, since human nature is arguably the same in all.

7. Legerdemain: This is such an interesting word with intriguing roots. So much history lies in this concept... sleight of hand and trickery wasn't always thought to be evil. In fact, some cultures valued it. Odysseus and Athena are two supreme examples of how disguises and lies can keep one alive and on track. In fact, seeing these two vices as less than virtuous is a modern and western way of thinking about them. So in sum, it is about how one decides to used their 'abilities.' In this story, there will be a lot of magic. People will rise or fall based on the choices they make. Instead of going the modern/post-modern route and having our characters battle with some sort of technology, I've decided to have them battle against ancient concepts, such as legerdemain. Whether modern or ancient, I've determined that what humans fear the most is the evil that other humans are capable of inflicting on them. Why is that? Well, I hope to figure that out as I write this story.

I am so excited to write this third story, and I look forward to sharing it with everyone on fanfic!!

Stephanie